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| Last Entry.....thanks alot who always support me.......
女人啲心....太易碎....呢句..系啊7講噶...但又發覺講得幾巖...
最近...聽到很多....亦都領悟了很多...
好多時....我真系唔知自己想做咩....想要咩....
人...倦了...
心...累了...
但倒很想再聽聽最近噶break news... ar 7...i cant wait to c u on Friday.....miss u a lot...
突然好想...作翻首"女人ktv"....很想說...."妳的背包, 讓我走得很緩慢..."
唱多次..."最佳位置"....
一直以里...我好想講...好想好大聲講一啲野...
其實3年...唔系一個短噶時間.....3年入緬...我做咗好多好多野.....
對于妳...我可以講無怨無悔.......應該做噶...我已經做曬...
甚至唔應該做噶.....我都做埋.....
3年入緬...傷心噶....比快樂要多出很多...很多....
一個人...系會攰...特別一個女人......想有個博頭挨下.....
同另外一個人齊埋一齊..唔系要日日都提心吊膽......
不停甘捻.....系米做得唔夠好....抑或做得太好...太多...令你負擔唔到.....
系你身上...我學識好多野.....真噶.....
我知道...你會搵到一個比我對你更加好嘎人....
我好想有一個"最佳位置"....一個凈系屬于我噶最佳位置......
無論以后噶路系點....遇到其他噶人....你可以唔記得我....但系.....你要記得我為你做過噶野.....
真系好多...好多....
對住你...我會無咗自己....攰......
或者..你想要噶...我俾唔到你....但系..我真系唔知道..自己仲可以俾咩你????
容納過..維護過....就算結局更壞...我捻..我都可以接受得到....
曾為你想過偉大一次....我今次真系做到啦.....
3年...要講噶野....有好多好多......
可能...大家仲后生....好多時...如果同一個人...遲10年遇到....會系another story.....
想得多你...總會過期....你知唔知啊....離開...要比繼續留低需要更大噶勇氣....
身外物拋開......漫長關系....但仍轉淡而消逝......
想到往日所寫一切篇篇都關于你......最后為何離別你????
若記憶仍然不死....我懂得記起....也不枉愛你........
可惜不是你...............
NOTE:
I will no longer use this xanga site anymore.....so if anybody looking for me...juz go to facebook...search "natalie luo"
呢個..系最后一個entry.....如果以后大家要搵我.....去facebook啦........
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| finally , finished all the mid-term ....
get the grades alrdy , did pretty well in the entire classes except the f***ing DNY ...made me so depressed..
dunt know why school ask us to take tat shit.....DNY & theology....
is it useful for a major in science student???
days are approaching to Halloween....ur room sign up for the" trick or treat" alrdy....
still thinking wht i should dress up for the Halloween....
katie will dress up like a sexy girl w/ a mini skirt....so hot...girl...
and joe will dress up as a cop....
wht cop is it?? male or female?? 
dunt get a good mood for the whole day... finally joe called me ..
felt more better after talked to him...if u also next by me....so nice about it....
now ...i m aware that i m so suck in literature...
philosophy and theology make me scare.....have no any feedback or background about the jesus chris ..
today...kept replaying " 祝君好".....Justin Lo version....touchable ....
an unique feeling for each time i listen it.....
try to find out the answer....wonder about staying or leaving....
if u encounter her who is better than me .... only stay far away for making the best wishes to u...
u used to give me too much setback....
afraid of embroiling ur lifetime ......
寧愿沒擁抱共妳能夠終老
任由妳來去自如在我心底仍愛慕
憾無缺 只差跟妳曾遇過
給過硪
太多波折
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| mid-term week....suck...hate the exams....
wanna do something for myself ...something for my own good...
alrdy tired for something....cant see the future....feel disorientated...
occasionally want to be somewhat selfish.again.....
maybe i understand how is ur feeling rite now....i think it's too late to realize tat....
to give up....probably is a good deed somehow...
but u know ....i used to ask myself ....how to leave u???
still remembered someone asked me, "does it worth ur while doing anything for him?"
i really dunt know....really dunt know.....
could anybody give me the answer???
如何離開妳？
Natalie is probably dying····
the distorted promise....if u cant keep...dunt make it..
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| 平時我早預備...以心痛去別離... 如我再等不到你..找不到你..便出走...
不需要清醒一下..分开一下...说出口...
我想通想透..就当让你得手..
我已..忍得足够..伤得足够...别出走 逃离我的绝技...过不了我预期...
从前赐过我欢喜...难到我怕可悲..
相好过当然遭遗弃...只差我如何忘记怎妒嫉..
plz... 若真心抛弃..尽快虔诚的抛弃...
一個女人...再無第二個20歲.....
還有幾多時間去等一個人????
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| spent the most time in the lounge with sandy till 3pm....
we ate the cup noodles as night snack....and made some drinks also....
feel like so dispirited as i live on campus....
we get a lot of time ....but always spend most time on facebook., chatting online, and anything meaningless...
even through we get a lot of pages to be read......
but as think deeply.....college life should like tat....
wasting time.....
whatever we can do anything pointless or useless....
hah..... more depraved ...more happy.....
but one deed i want to say....i still feel stressed....screw up....
and today...i have done a greatful matter since i come to st.johns.....
tat's i join a activity...called "Alpha mentoring"....something like tat.....
and i be send to my mentor who called Tunc....a Germany guy .......
he gave me some very useful suggestion for the medical study .....cuz i want to change my major...
and he is so nice to introduce me a lot of science club....eventually gonna introduce me to his co-peers....
tat passionate guy.....so nice...i'd like him....
hah.....very glad to meet him.....
and i know he also need a co-peer who also study in the same field as he.....biology and chemistry....
he is very helpful for my academic performance......
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